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MINDING YOUR MIND
Mind is always moving like a vagabond. It is noise, chatter, inner talk. It can not be imprisoned, nor can you invite another mind into your mind to give company or witness it in action. It is your very own private domain and God alone knows what is going on or has already gone in there & safely stored up in the vast passive memory. It is constantly & continuously thinking, yet no over lapping thoughts, with slight gaps, intervals. We have to play with the mini intervals now instead of the thinking thoughts. You can see one thing at a time: either the figure or the background. The thoughts are the figures and silence is the background. Emotions too are like clouds in the sky of your mind. Behind the cloud of anger is the bigger cloud of rage & ego. Just watch them float away. Let go of the thoughts like a bird lets go of the tree branch, when it chooses to fly away.
Your mind is your HALO around the head. You can decide to go to the mountains with the aim of renouncing this world but can you leave your mind behind too. No never. The same mind will create the same small world around you in the mountains too.
EMPTY & SILENT AT BIRTH
You are pure, virgin, & have unbounded silence & emptiness. You look but don’t see because of clean slate of memory. You listen but don’t hear. Gradually the collection begins. Collection of words becomes your mind. Every child is a natural Mystic. We are all unique, no one is ordinary. God does not create ordinary images of Himself. He is not a manufacturer or a machine. His every signature is an original one. Each child carries a great mystery within him to be realized. A potential to be actualized. Sadly on the way of growing up you are corrupted & you lose your spontaneity & creativity.
CHILDREN ARE PURE
Children are still pure. They remember the fragrance. All children are beautiful - never an ugly child. His first word, go on repeating joyously, a new mechanism has started. Next comes the first syntax, then they pick up the first question. Start asking each & everything. They are not interested in your answers, just enjoying the fact that they can question. New faculty has come into being. Then comes the reading & soon he is very articulate in his expressing. A child is breast fed by the mother & he learns two basic things, love & food. Latter on when you deny love-full sex, you compensate it by eating more and become fat. Love is satisfying & fulfilling in itself therefore do not deny it to yourself. Try to love for no reason at all & feel the magic.
FAULTY EDUCATION
Our whole education is for the mind. Ambitions, desires, somebody big & this madness never stops. First earn millions at the cost of your health and then donate it all. Success is tiring, a disappointment. It is stupidity. But you need courage to renounce it all. Your are born intelligent but you die stupid dull.
INDOCTRINATION THROUGH MEANING OF TIME
At any one instance there a two different times zones at two diametrically opposite locations on the planet. If it daytime in the EAST then it is night time in the WEST simultaneously. Paradoxically the two geographical halves have additionally developed separate meaning of time.
EASTERN TIME - ABUNDANT & SLOW
In the EAST, time is cyclic and conditioning of multiple lives because of the belief of life after death. Hence enough time at hand, no hurry, can always wait, no clocks, no time consciousness, life goes on for ever, walk slowly, go patiently, will reach at the destination some how, everything is already destined hence slow, & in equilibrium in all circumstances. God does not rest at all. He plays continuously, unlimited energy.
WESTERN TIME - SCARCE & FAST
In the WEST, time is linear, and the conditioning of the mind is of one life time only. Time is money, no time to waste, so much to be done, so many desires to be fulfilled, hence anxiety, hurry to do things, doing is valuable, always doing something, never idling, time is divided by Jesus, before birth of Christ, & after death of Christ, gets disturbed very easily in success & failures. God made the world in six days & rested on the 7th day. He got tired so fast. A very limited kind of energy.
FORGETFUL OF BEING & SELF CONSCIOUS
All the above conditioning puts the confused mind into unconscious mode running against time at 100 km/hr. It creates most of the life’s problems. The fundamental problem is of excessive Self consciousness. The whole emphasis is on SELF, continuously conscious of self. What the world is saying about me. I must be perfect. Ego is the center of disease. Living on borrowed images of self from others like politicians do. Props are needed to stand upright. FORGOT THE INNER BEING, hence substituted with acquired meaningless stuff: names, labels, fame, wealth, position. The net result is shattered people in need of urgent psychoanalysis. The specialists analyze the mind by going deeper and deeper into the unconscious layers of the mind. It has it’s limitations. It helps them partially & superficially to accept their misery and be slightly less unhappy, less sorrowful. At this stage you have forgotten what you were and what potential you have inside to be exactly the opposite.
MIND IS A SOCIAL PHENOMENON
Alone the mind can not do anything. It needs company. The mind can not get angry, foolish, sad, or violent on its own. It needs another mind to blame, hit, call names, gossip. When it can not use the function of the mind then it becomes worried, anxious. So it goes and buys a cell phone, open an account on Facebook & twitter, start a blog, make friends for the very same reason. Busy in satisfying its big ego, no inclination for introspection. A big time loser.
THE BIO COMPUTER, JUST A MECHANISM
You can turn on/off a personal computer but not your bio computer of the mind. Nature did not provide a switch to turn it off when it was not needed. There are no valves or switches either, in other organs of our body like the heart and lungs to control them at will. This means they work 24/7 even when we are asleep and consume the scarce energy we accumulate. If we could , then we can rest & be relaxed and save up the energy which shows up as charisma on our personality. Now when you speak with the power of charisma, the arrow hits the target, no evidence, no logic or explanation is required to influence the other.
It is functional & skillful but no AWARENESS, no INTELLIGENCE to discern the right from wrong, spiritual from materialism. Somnambulism is the ordinary state of the mind. Sleepy habit of doing things. Mind is bi-polar too. Duality is confusing, hence additional agency of Intelligence is needed to function in this many dimensional world. One thing on the surface & another thing exactly opposite deep down. Mind is very cunning too. It can rationalize dullness as transcendence, deadness as renunciation, & paralysis as meditation. It can fool you. Look for the right motivation, watch for the unconscious underlying motive.
THE GAMES OF IMAGINATION & DREAMS
Mind is merely a passive memory from the past. This past tense is trying to advice you in the present tense. How erroneous & pathetic is your situation? Mind is a big liar. Beware of the tricks that imagination plays with you. Dream is an imagination only. It is not real but it is your intimate world of make believe. You have the power to manifest anything you desire if you will it. When a hypnotist suggests that he is putting fire on your hand, you develop blisters immediately, but there is no real fire. The body manifests it. Imagination does it. The same phenomenon happens with fire walkers. They believe firmly that no feet burning will happen & they don’t when they walk on burning coals. They are protected by the seal of their imagination.
LOVE IS DANGEROUS - APPROACH WITH CAUTION
Imagination is a tool on the path of LOVE. Hidden fears about moving into love are ingrained early in childhood. When you approach another, you have to go outside yourself & questions of acceptance / rejection arise. Hesitant cowardly people decide for marriage instead of love. If people were left open to love, few would be able to love, hence die without love, because love is dangerous. It is like colliding with another world. Your needs must match with the others needs. It is difficult to change, EGO comes in the way. No body can reject me.
NUDITY AS BEAUTY OR PORNOGRAPHY
Hundreds of intricate statues carved outside the temples of India provoke sexuality, lust, desires, & arousal for a reason. Temples were made to meditate on man & woman making love. It was an object of MEDITATION. When the desiring stopped within, then & only then they had the permission to go inside the temples. There were no nude statues inside the temples. If people entered the temple with obscene thoughts in their heads then they would be making the temples dirty, insulting the deities & considered as profanity. This was the method to clean up & erase the repressiveness of sex & sexuality ingrained in people by their own society.
PLEASURE IS NATURES SILLY TRICK
The sexual activity has pleasure built into it to as clever means to achieve its end of reproduction. It is basically all chemical based urge. Hormones are produced by the body to get you into the sexual act. It is psychological, no depth, lots of friction & very brief orgasm. After it has happened depression & sadness sets in. Body is silly and not deep. It is not happiness or elation, because that is ego filled, short lived. How can you awaken when you are awake in MAYA world? All pleasure is chemically initiated in the body which further evolves into instincts & unmanageable urges. Chemicals may be imported from outside into the body by ingesting substances or injecting drugs. Chemicals can also be created inside the body by fasting, exercises, deep breathing, spinning, dancing, sliding, riding on mechanical contraptions like roller coasters which produce experiences of dizziness and euphoria. A whole new world opens up on this count. Chemical differences in the body create diametrically opposite sense of intoxication - hungry/satiated, woman/man, intelligent/stupid, young/old. But above all of these mundane excitements is the DIVINE INTOXICATION derived through understanding of TRUTH & KNOWLEDGE.
LOVE IS REFLECTIVE
When someone loves you then you will love yourself. The other is a mirror for you. Your BEING is not loved, instead your DOING is loved & accepted. Self hatred begins early in childhood. Now you have to fall in love with your friends and be as lovers who accept you. Love is a must. Stay in it for some time but then move through it. Finally come out of it one fine day. TRANSCEND IT.
LOVE IS FEARLESS
Clever people don’t take such risks to move out of love. They miss out on what life has to offer next in the realm of unknown. Cleverness is not Intelligence rather a poor substitute. Intelligent people are innocent. They function out of state of not knowing. If you are afraid of falling you will never walk. If fearful of drowning then you will never swim. If doubtful of rejection then you will never move into love. If hesitant of failure then you will never succeed. Such skeptics are dead before their death. Live intensely, don’t take it as a personal offense if some one cannot love you. You were available but they were not willing. Decide for yourself, if you two don’t fit. Why remain with yourself, walk a few steps with somebody, feel their rhythm. That rhythm will satisfy you and the urge to shy away will disappear. Don’t deny yourself that natural need. Fulfill your natural need of love & then sit down for MEDITATION. First lower needs then higher needs and finally the highest need. Dreams will disappear. Remain true to nature.
BODY IS WISER THAN MIND
Your body is giving you the right signals. Body is wise. Your mind is a late arrival in this game. It is immature still. Listen to your body. Things will settle down on their own. Be easy, relaxed, calm, tension free and you float high. Body is not your enemy, but your best friend. Make a peace pact with it & then it will reveal to you the SHRINE OF GOD. Don’t divide yourself. Be totally into one thing. Remain one yet AWARE. All valuable things in life only happen to you, you can not make them happen.
SUPPRESSION LEADS TO EXPLOSION
The abundance of sexual energy in the body has become a big problem. How to channelize it correctly. But the same energy does not create problems in animals & birds. It is wrong bent of the mind. The anti sexual attitude of our elders & parents leading to the suppression of bodies natural instincts to procreate. It is the absurd conditioning of our pristine minds. The innocent children are forced to believe sex is bad & thus suppress it which goes against the natural needs of the body. It is torture to them in many ways. He is imprisoned through these invisible chains. It goes against the internal intelligence as nonsense. But he compromises for the sake of society to become stupid & stay dull.
PASSIVE LIVING
Acceptance of their own natural urges would heal them of their inhibitions thereby preparing them for an adventurous life. A naked woman can be an example of beauty, health, & proportion, the most glorious product of nature. It is the mind that is pornographic not the nude statues. Afraid of death, fearful of life - living Luke warm way. Halfheartedly instead of intensely with healthy flavor. One has to die, hence living. One has to love hence loving. No incentive coming from their own BEING, not risking anything to live totally. No sense of adventure or inquiry into the unknown. Youth never happened, just bypassed.
DISSOLUTION OF THE IMPOSTOR OF EGO A PREREQUISITE
It is our attachment to the wrong beliefs about us. It is the false center. We put on a mask of restlessness over our real nature of calmness. We go about masquerading, all our lives with passion. We are intoxicated with ego feeling, agitated state of consciousness, resulting in stimuli of feelings, hence covering the original state of bliss. Ego lives on attention. It feels hungry, deep begging for attention. It is all about me, me and I. All misery enters through ego. Two egos clash because both are not confident of themselves. You are a little spark and yet you extol yourself. Ego is home made, fabricated, self manufactured and ugly of course, since it is man-made. We are afraid of being alone, lonely. Hence we invent illusions, TV, clubs, conferences, sects, churches, crowd, and parties, to procrastinate the effort to look inside. This is our self hypnosis through others, attention from others.
If you are hurt inside with one’s insinuation – it is ego.
If one’s behavior causes you pain – it is ego.
If you speak loudly, and shout to get your point across – it is ego.
If you want to control your children & the world – it is ego.
If you are pointing the index finger and giving orders – it is ego.
If you are worried and anxious for things – it is ego.
If you are suffering and miserable most of the time – it is ego.
If you are generally angry at the world situations – it is ego. MEDITATION MELTS/DISSOLVES EGO
Meditation will help you destroy the wrong notions about Self, false Ego, & stone age beliefs brought forward from many generations. Once the Ego has melted into the whole then transformation happens. In the absence of Ego the associated problems of inner noise, excessive thinking, compulsive worrying get mitigated to a large extent. It is a massive help, because now we are proceeding towards no mind zone. We have to empty the mind & keep it empty. The exercise of watching continues and we achieve a state of no thought. Eventually it boils down to NOTHINGNESS, just a fragment of ETERNITY. You have become spacious enough to host the great guest. You are almost ready to experience the fullness of God.
ASKING FOR MEDITATION IS A BARRIER
You are the DOING of EXISTENCE. So let meditation happen on its own. Be open to it. Be prepared for it. Stop trying. Asking is a desire, a barrier. In the empty mind the beyond can enter into you. Be grateful when things are going wrong because gratefulness is a transforming force. Being is just pure gratefulness.
RE-MEMBER-ING SELF THROUGH MEDITATION
Now that the skewed upbringing & unconscious living has caused a split between body mind heart & soul we need to make u turn to unify all these members of your self. We will need the help of our INTELLECT this time to set the mind straight. The biggest component of Intellect is AWARENESS. When we shift our focus on being aware, attentive, alert to every thought & action then the process of u turn starts. The battle has just begun. Be in the world but not of it. Understand it. Play with the idea. Give it a chance. Sense of humor is a must. It makes the going easy. Jumping, walking, working, remain WATCHFUL of self. Develop the watchman mentality of looking. The big question is looking at what? Look at your mind within. Watch your mind & to watch an object you have to step away from it to get a full view. No judging, no grading of the mind while watching it. A neutral witnessing like a toddler child. Just watching the mind is the greatest secret of life. Watching is not concentration. We don’t want to go deeper and deeper into it to explore it like a scientist does. Watching is also not contemplation. We don’t wish to expand upon one subject like religion, from all angles either. It is not trying hard, forced thinking, or any kind of doing.
SILENCE IS HIGHLY CREATIVE
Unawareness creates all problems. One keeps oneself in darkness. Dreams exist when you sleep. Problems exist when you are unconscious. In Buddha world all solutions, all answers, no questions, no problems. It is a different planet. Buddha is shouting from far away, but what is reaching you is different. Make a conscious effort of understanding, not forcing out of will power. Be ready, because readiness makes you worthy of meditation.
Speech becomes valuable when you have attained silence. Undivided organic unity of EXISTENCE is eternity. Silence is a major part of this. Bliss is the goal of life and Meditation is the means to achieve it. Active meditation is for the modern under worked over stressed man. Primitive man was naturally active, hence did not require Catharsis. Lots of manual labor, good sleep, no anxiety. First begin with vigorous Catharsis which helps to throw out the chaos within, silence follows automatically. MANTRAS are very useful help to induce silence. Mantra is the repetition of a single word which leads to boredom. Now you wish to get rid of this boredom, hence you slip into silence easily of course for a short period of time.
DETACHMENT IS THE KEY
You have to TRANSCEND the mind. Step out of it & walk away from it. It like divorcing, because your are fed up. When you disown it & create a distance between your self & the mind then it disappears & fortunately the problems associated with it also vanish leaving you free. It has no grip over you now. When you are detached you are in Buddha field. Here no gravitation exists only levitation. You start to float up.
GOING BACK TO SQUARE ONE
Meditation is your nature, to be recognized, by simply remembering right, that you were Divine before. When energy is turned inwards to its source then it happens on its own, you can not bring it or will it. It is a way to go within yourself where thoughts don’t exist. Just BEING in your center, remaining unclouded, undisturbed like eternity. Meditation will liberate your MYSTICISM. It will bring you infinite intelligence, make you more sensitive, radiant & rich inside. Meditation is a risky business & meant for gamblers. You have to risk all for nothing.
ZAZEN - JUST SITTING SILENTLY DOING NOTHING
Giving a little of your wealth as charity with the intention of going to Heaven does not work. Heaven is not so cheap. You have to work very hard & give up everything including your self to reach there, then your whole life becomes a big charity. In return you get infinite silence, compassion, ecstasy, clarity, joy, & bliss. Energy flows from higher to lower, healthy to unhealthy, strong to weak, spiritual to materialism, center to circumference. If the center is pure then it is reflected on the circumference. God is Epicurean. To heal the people of their sorrows you must be joyful like HIM.
HAPPINESS IS A CHOICE YOU MAKE
The next moment is born out of this present moment. Sow it now, reap it next moment. What ever is taken as real becomes real & vice verse. If you distrust this moment then you have already poisoned it. Energy is there, you have to make a conscious choice to manifest it as positive or negative, celebration or worry, happiness or sorrow, love or lust. Lust energy is loose easy flowing down hill. For love energy it is uphill effort. The choice is always yours to make or be choice-less.
ESSENCE DAWNS BY CONTRAST
When you are outwardly poor the inner poverty is absent, no contrast, hence unaware of the ESSENCE, the inner richness. There is a contentment in the poor but that satisfaction is false, ugly & dull. The poor are too hungry to meditate. When you are outwardly rich then the inner poverty is highlighted in contrast. Riches are attained at the cost of the soul & the inner contact is lost. Possessions are there but the master has disappeared. Riches are there but the man is not feeling rich, rather impoverished, very poor. The outer riches have created a hunger for the inner richness. This is the moment of awakening. The man will renounce all and seek the Essence. When he does find it there will be harmony, contentment, a real one, a beautiful one this time. It is fullness of God. Now you have richness of both the worlds, outer & inner.
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