UNDERSTAND HELPLESSNESS, ACCEPT PAST, CHANGE NOW,  
        FORGIVE ALL, FORGET TOTALLY FOR NEWER DESTINY
 STEP 1   -  UNDERSTANDING YOUR ORIGINALITY  AS A PURE SOUL & YOUR    HELPLESSNESS
BEGINNING 
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CARETAKERS 
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THEIR BELIEFS 
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ECSTASY 
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ABUSIVE 
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MENTAL STATE 
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We are Pure 
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Parents 
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Skewed 
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Love full 
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Step parents 
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Mental 
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Peaceful 
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Grand parents 
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Handicapped 
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Fearless 
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Neighbors 
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Negative 
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Fully aware 
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Teachers 
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Lonely 
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In the moment 
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Coaches 
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Cruel 
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No past yet 
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Trainers 
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Dogmatic 
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No idea of future 
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Friends 
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Despot 
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Baby sitters 
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Hostile 
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Day care-staff 
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Suicidal 
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Servants 
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Violent 
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Visitors 
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Diseased 
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Uncles & Aunts 
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Addicted 
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Cousins 
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Stingy 
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| STEP 2 - ACCEPTING YOUR PAST | ||||
INTERACTIONS 
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YOUR BELIEFS 
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YOUR THOUGHTS 
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DISASTROUS  | 
  
ANXIETY 
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HATE 
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Shouting 
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Afraid 
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Despise 
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Barking 
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Dread 
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Abhor 
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Snarling 
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Terrified 
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Loath 
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Yelling 
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Fright 
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Bitter 
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Screaming 
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Worried 
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Repulsive 
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Bellowing 
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Miserable 
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Disgust 
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Foul language 
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Tense 
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Disdain 
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Insinuations 
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Agitated 
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Taciturn 
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Bad remarks 
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Uneasy 
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Serious 
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Judgemental 
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Surprised 
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Vengeful 
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Not talking 
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Rebellious 
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Revenge 
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Quarreling 
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Discord 
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Stinking 
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Abusing sexually 
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Torment 
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Intense 
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Harsh 
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Moody 
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Contempt 
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Locking up 
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Impulsive 
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Inimical 
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Slapping 
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NUMBNESS 
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Sabotage 
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Hitting 
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Rigid 
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INSECURITY 
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Beating 
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Shocked 
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Cautious 
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Spanking 
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Trapped 
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Unsure 
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Caning 
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Closed 
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Fleeing 
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Boxing 
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Self limiting 
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Superstitious 
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Whipping 
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Stunned 
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Coward 
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Bribing 
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Withdrawn 
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Misused 
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Suppressed 
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Gestures 
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Cast off 
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Dismal 
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Failure 
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Unlovable 
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Ennui 
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Unwanted 
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Stupid 
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Unworthy 
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Blind 
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Unwelcome 
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No to world 
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Unforgivable 
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Wrong 
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Unfriendly 
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Irrational 
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Unbalanced 
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Destructive 
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Low self worth 
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| STEP 3 - CHANGING YOUR NOW | ||||
FEELINGS 
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FEELINGS 
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EMOTIONS 
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VERBAL 
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INVISIBLE 
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DUALISTIC 
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Sighing 
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Hurt 
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Doubtful 
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Whining 
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Despair 
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Fickle 
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Cursing 
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Gloomy 
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Shaky 
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Moaning 
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Longing 
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Wavering 
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Groaning 
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Sad 
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Hesitant 
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Brooding 
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Sulky 
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Torn 
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Sobbing 
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Dejected 
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Paradoxical 
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Crying 
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Morose 
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Changing 
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Lamenting 
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Irksome 
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Checking 
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Protesting 
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Unhappy 
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Vexation 
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Weeping 
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Remorse 
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Conflicting 
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Nagging 
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Deary 
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Indecision 
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Complaining 
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Melancholy 
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Critical 
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Frowning 
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Displeased 
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Polarity 
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PUT DOWN 
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Tearful 
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CONFUSION 
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Left out 
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MISERY 
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Baffled 
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Lost 
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Depressed 
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Perplexed 
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Alone 
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Trauma 
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Puzzled 
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Crushed 
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Grief 
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Crazy 
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Defeated 
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Deaden 
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Strange 
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Abused 
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Nightmares 
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Bewildered 
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Insulted 
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Mortification 
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Mesmerized 
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Rude 
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Tongue-tied 
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Foggy 
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Impolite 
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Tragic 
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Dismayed 
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Scolded 
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Suffering 
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Skeptical 
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Dull 
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Flustered 
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Anguish 
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Delirium 
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Nail-biting 
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Embarrassed 
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Ugly 
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Abstract 
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Sick 
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Subjective 
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Hopeless 
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Relative 
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Illogical 
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Inconclusive 
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| STEP 4 - FORGIVING ALL CAREGIVERS | ||||
EMOTIONS 
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BEHAVIOR 
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BEHAVIOR 
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SCATTERED 
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LIFELESS 
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COMPLEX 
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Indifferent 
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Drained 
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Bonded 
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Wandering 
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Tired 
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Dependent 
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Absent 
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Exhausted 
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Alienated 
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Forgetful 
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Rundown 
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Separated 
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Distracted 
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Indolent 
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Suspicious 
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Vacant 
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Inactive 
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Crowded 
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Busy 
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Lazy 
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Limited 
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Preoccupied 
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Beaten 
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Stupid 
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Detached 
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Powerless 
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Withdrawn 
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Dreamy 
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Listless 
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Distancing 
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Blank 
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No energy 
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FLAWED 
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Empty 
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Wasted 
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Imperfect 
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Air-castles 
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Bored 
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Faithless 
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Absorbed 
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Blocking 
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Sensitive 
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Inner-noise 
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Brakes on 
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Homesick 
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NOT GOOD 
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HYPER 
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Childish 
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Under-par 
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Talkative 
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Careless 
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Helpless 
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Restless 
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Holding 
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Futile 
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Troubled 
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Prostration 
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Timid 
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Desperate 
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Begging 
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Shy 
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Hurry 
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Asking 
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Hiding 
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Rushing 
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Taking all 
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Small 
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Disorganized 
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Pathetic 
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Soft 
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Stressed 
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Borrowing 
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Fake 
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Gossip 
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Neglecting 
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Shameful 
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Persuade 
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Inferior 
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Anybody 
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Arguing 
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Invisible 
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Emotional 
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Inhibited 
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Introvert 
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| STEP 5 - FORGETTING TOTALLY, NO INNER CONFLICT | ||||
PERSONALITY 
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DESTINY 
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DESTINY 
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VIOLENCE 
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VANITY 
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SELFLESS 
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Hostile 
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Egoistic 
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Lovable 
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Evil 
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Pride 
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Satisfied 
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Macho 
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Haughty 
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Conscious 
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Bully 
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Conceit 
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Content 
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Bashful 
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Headstrong 
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Sacrificing 
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Provoking 
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Inflexible 
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Reliant 
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Chaotic 
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Obstinate 
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Assured 
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Zealous 
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Unmoved 
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Control 
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Kill 
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Fanatic 
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Seeking 
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Murder 
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Dictatorial 
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Starter 
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Attack 
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Domineering 
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Styled 
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Mad 
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Oppressive 
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Taught 
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Panic 
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Ungrateful 
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Educated 
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Punitive 
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Possessive 
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Composed 
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Cruel 
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Judgemental 
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Mature 
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Wicked 
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Controlling 
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Confident 
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Malicious 
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Assertive 
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Polite 
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Caring 
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Empathy 
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Cool 
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Blissful 
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Happy 
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Stable 
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Rohit Khanna - Sharpening my Ax of Intellect to cut fast & easy.